Omg the blog is alive! Lol.

Anyways. I've been couped up alot in my room the past few months cos I'm catching up with work. Laziness will reap more laziness. Adeh.

You know how some people say that "God will only help those who help themselves?"

Its true for you if you have no faith in Christ and our wonderful Father, for whom there is nothing too difficult or impossible. He makes all things happen as He wills it. So I tell you people, God will only help you if you ask Him!!! Cos lets face it, no one is good at everything and we are bound to be terrible at things we have no talent in.

That's where God's grace comes in. What is grace? Grace is a gift that we don't deserve from God. That is how wonderful our God is. He is always giving us presents we don't deserve.

In the Bible it is said:

"Those who believe they can gain a right standing before God with their works and their own righteousness do not know God or His Gospel" -- (Rom. 10:1-4).
The Bible says we should not be disillusioned and think we can get to heaven by being good. But the raw truth is this:

We will never be "good" enough for God. He is so very holy and so very good.

That's why God sent His Son (Jesus, the only Man ever good enough) to save us. And it is only through Him that we will ever reach God.

We don't have to prove anything to Jesus. He takes us for who we are. Sinners. None of us can ever be perfectly good because we just can't. Not even self-discipline will take you anywhere. There is nothing you can do about it. Only God's grace can save. Only Jesus offers salvation!

I learned awhile ago that life is not about ourselves and what WE want to achieve. Life is not about us. Life is about God and worshiping Him. That is the purpose of our creation.

If you ever asked yourself this question..

"Why am I here?"

You will never get the answer cos you are asking the wrong person. Its like the pot asking itself, "For what reason was I created? What am I supposed to do?"

Ask the right person. Ask Jesus because He is God.

I know some people will be skeptical if He will ever answer. First of all, you struggle to even believe that He exists.

First of all, I must tell you that He can only answer you if you come in faith. If you do not let your heart be open to God and do not trust in Him.. Well there will be no answer.

How I became a Christian was very dependent on this phrase I got from reading my first Bible.

"Believe and you will understand."

Believe. Put faith in Him. After all, its not like you have anything to lose. On the contrary, you have everything to gain!

I leave you with the words of Jesus which I constantly call upon when I pray. I pray that you do the same..

“I tell you, if you ask anything of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, so that your joy will be complete” (John 16:23b-24).


With my hope, faith and love in all of you my precious friends!

In Christ
Marian

Ok don't shoot me. No time to update blog but got time to do meme. :P


But honestly I really don't have much to blog about. Now I have time cos I'm eating my self-fried rice while doing nonsense. class at 1pm and its 12.14pm! 

Anyway here's where the meme begins.


1. The person who tagged you is
Dafuni

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Kakakssss :D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
strong, very lovable, cuddlable (is that a word?), caring and yummy. :P

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Called me up early in the morning just to pray for me exams. :)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
pee-shaw-shaw-shaw-shaw!!!

6. If he/she become your lover you will
die of laughter cos it would be so ridiculous!

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
sex. cos she still virgin. :P

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
ask Jesus apa jadi? dun play play lah :(

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
i stole her cookie

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
huggggggggggggg :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
most bestest kakak evaaas

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
jealous and hungry. cos my fried rice smells good. :P

13. The characters you love of yourself are
never taking things to heart and surrendering to Jesus

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
Perasan-ness and selfish!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
I wanna be like Jesus but not Jesus but just mae can? Can?

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
HAHAAHHA U CAN'T HAVE ANY OF MY FRIED RICE!

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Prema
2. aL
3. Emileng
4. JJ
5. William
6. Sara
7. Jaya
8. Li-Sha
9. Mirosha
10. Nurul Haya

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
Sara = Jesus. :P

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Mirosha = Femme!!

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
Jaya and Haya = GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Working lor. HR la.

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
Emileng = like a week ago or something

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Li-Sha = used to be nuts about Blue haha

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Prema = Yep. An older sister.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
Emileng = Come we lesbian emileng! Love your lengs. LOL

26. How about no. 7?
Jaya = Mmg my partner in crime and "benda nakal" for a long time liao. Old news.

27. Is no. 4 single?
JJ = Not sure. Probably not?

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
William = Leong

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Nurul = Getting busy. HAHAHA

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
William & Mirosha = Nono each other.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
aL = No studying liao.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
Prema = Doesn't swear so says vegetables as a substitute. Eg: BOK CHOY!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
Sara = OH YES I LOVE YOU SARA PLEASE MARRY ME

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Mirosha = Tower 4 in Chisholm College :P

35. What colour does not.4 like?
JJ = Black?? Not sure.

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
William and Prema = No but Prema got freaked out by pancakes upon first meeting. Hahaha!

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Jaya = So sexy she smouldersssssssss

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
Studying in RMIT while randomly walking in the city to bump into moi. :P

OK gotta run now! Class in half an hour! 

Hello everybody! Things have been mad lately, I've been attending orientation and making new friends everyday. 


But don't worry. I miss all of you everyday. Really one.

See I have not been Australianized! Heck I still say -lah. And speak Malay to my Singaporean/Malaysian friends. 

I've got loads of pictures coming up soon, so keep your eyes peeled or go to my Facebook cos its more convenient to upload them there. Hehe!

Missing you all so much in Malaysia!!

PS: Lots of love to my kakak and Jaya.. Wish you were here :(

Got it from Fiphie, but she did not tag me. I gatal wanna do. Wakaka.

Rules:
Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

1. Age of next birthday: 19



2. A place I would like to travel: Amsterdam, Netherlands

No, not to get weed or erm.. gigolos. If you know, you'll know why. :P



3. A favourite place: Pet store



4. Nickname I had: Still is, mae.

Hey, whaddya know its a band!



5. A favourite colour: Green



6. A favourite food: Strawberries and cream



7. College/ University major: Nursing



8. Name of my love: Have to agree with Fiphie on this one. Jesus. :)

Okay, my dear Protestant friends don't rebuke me for using this image please? Just that whenever I think of my sweet Jesus, I wish I could have this with Him. Just that in my image of Him, He does not quite have a face cos I don't know what He looks like. Hehe.



9. A hobby: Chatting over coffee with friends



10. A bad habit: Picking my nose



11. My wishlist: Binoculars for birdwatching!!!


People to tag:
Anyone who wants to do the tag or.. has no life like me. Enjoy!

Thanks so much for making it for my farewell cookalong. :)

Thanks to Jia Rong and Jia Yong for going shopping with me.

Thanks to Brian for cooking the spaghetti and being sous chef. 

Thanks to Shandy and Shaunnie for getting me something on my wishlist!!!!! I SUPER LOVE IT!!!

Heart my book light! <3<3>

Also, thanks for getting that Black Forest cake that ended up in happy bellies instead of the floor.  Yaay there was no Tragic Cake 2!  Also thanks for the sparkling juice!!

Thanks to Prema and Rachel who made time to come to a party where they know very few people! Love you girls!!

Thanks to Joshua who lives all the way on the other end of the island but still made time to come all the way to my house :)

Thanks to Munchy, it was nice to meet you for the first time. Haha. :D

Thanks to Kai Sheng, Kai Chia and  Teddy for coming as well!!! 

Oh and special thanks to everyone except Shaunnie for helping me to clean up after that. HAHA.

Oh and thanks to Kai Sheng for bringing playing cards. :P

Did I miss anyone? I hope not.

I very sleepy liao, tired to think.

Oh well. 

Most of all, thank you so much to all of you for making the day so fruitful and happy.  I feel so tired but just so happy and satisfied.  Thanks so much for everything, from the bottom of my heart. <3

Truly I am blessed to have you as friends.  Forgive me if I swear at you too much that night (especially Shaun).  Heehee!

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!! 

-6th February 2009-


Yes. I know. I have abandoned my blog for too too long.

I just didn't have the mood to blog. So I lalala-ed with my life until today.

When I read Cheeserland.com

I tiau you, she is teh awesome lah. I wish I could have her fashion sense. Sophisticated but chubee.

Anyway if there are people who don't know yet..

I'm leaving for Melbourne soon. On the 12th February. 

The reason why I never told people publically was mostly because I just couldn't imagine leaving so soon.  I'm not keen on leaving to be honest.  I'm gonna miss Malaysia like nuts.

So if we haven't hanged out yet, come and find me! Currently spending time with my family..

Well that's all I've got to say for now.  Emo-ing today. :(

Take care sayangs.. :)


I've been working pretty hard for Floral Fest this week and now that its over..


ITS TIME TO BE LAZY. WAHAHA.

Many thanks to Brian and Fiphie for dropping by when I asked you to :)
Many thanks to Ash and Thani for dropping me home and fetching me to Floral Fest :)
Many thanks to Jeslyn for coming to help us out at Floral Fest!!
Many thanks to Kae Wen for lending your kitchen to me to cook my stupid glue XD
And last but not least, many thanks to Arjan Singh for driving all the way to send me the star anise stuff.. Hope you didn't become too nuts from inhaling the fumes :P
Thank you so much people!!!

And many thanks to Miss Lai for giving us this opportunity to learn new things!

I think birdwatching might be my new hobby.. Hearts Botanical Gardens :)